feeling alone

I think I can relate... I just broke up w/ my BF of 8 months (been separated with my ex for 13 months). I realize that it was too soon to get into that...I had almost no time to myself. I wasn't looking to do this, I was just looking t date guys. You did have alone time prior to this guy... or were you with anther guy? Being alone sucks, I know. With my ex BF, I felt that we did not spend enugh time together (2 hurs a night, only 3 nights a week- when my daughter is with her dad). I wanted more than that, or less than that I guess (makes sense). I was looking for all or nothing, and ended up chosing nothing (with his help). So instead of having a boyfriend and feeling alone, I now have no boyfriend and am alone. But I think it's better in a way (for now). It still hurts, but I am no longer in a committed relationship with someone who couldn not commit enough (in my opinion).